| God is good.
all the time.
all the time
God is good.
just got back from SL camp. got to see the wonderful k'lynn.
great times // more to come..
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| the beauty of grace is that it makes life unfair. |
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| There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus
that's all i have for today. but i think it's more than enough. |
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| so yesterday i got an invite to a bridal shower. that means that at this very moment i have a bridal shower, wedding, and baby shower invite all on my fridge. weird. i'm soo not ready to grow up.
um.. collective soul last night was AMAZING. molly and i were up front right by the speaker (hopefully my hearing will return by the end of the week) and oh my gosh.. they put on such a good show. they sang all our favorite songs and yes, i must say.. i had a wonderful time.
afterwards we met up with britt and mattie at bobbie's. i saw elyse, jwal and like a million other people i knew. and i ran into the wonderful penny jo. all in all, it was a fun night.
today i'm hanging out with the lovely sarah pardue. be jealous. i know you are. |
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| warning: this is just a bunch a rambling, so you may want to just skip over it.
i've always heard that you never forget your first love.. and i guess that's true. i'm not sure i've ever really been in love.. i think that i thought i was, and that i was pretty darn close.. but i'm not sure it was truly love. i've been thinking about that a lot lately.. that person.. and that time in my life where i would have done anything in the world for him to have felt the same way. i drove myself, and everyone else crazy trying to figure out why "we" couldn't / wouldn't work. i finally realized that it just wasn't meant to be. plain and simple. there was nothing wrong with me.. and it wasn't about distance, or being too busy.. he just didn't like me. and that's ok.
i'm ok.
i'm over it.
i'm not saying that i don't still think about him.. cause i do. (obviosly) but it's not constant.. and it's not with regret or confusion anymore. and i'll admit, when i see him some of those familiar feelings come back.. but they are no longer overwhelming and unbearable. just familiar.
i like that i'm finally ok with "just friends." it's a nice feeling. i like being ok with being single.. cause singleness is really neat. :)
alright. i'm done. |
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